Facetime#6 - Jesus

‘I can remember faces not names’ some people say, or the reverse ‘remind me what he looks like … I can’t put a face to the name.’

This is where things get really weird. There was this guy, who lived over 2000 years ago now, he spoke some wise words, even allegedly performed some miracles and was executed. His name has been haunting human history ever since, impacting people’s lives and decisions. A man. Jesus.

In a quick study of the word ‘amaze’ in the bible, I have been quite struck, amazed even, by how many times the word is used in reference to Jesus. People were reportedly overwhelmed and amazed by him on frequent occasion, what he said, what he did. There was something about him and it was fascinating.

‘In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through Him all things were created, without him nothing was created that has been created. ‘  John 1v1 .Is this word, the logos, the operating system of God? The Presence with no face, the Seeing with no eye, the Server with no hands, the Voice with no mouth?

Just out of interest, what do you think the Divine Being would look like, or act like, if contained in human form? What weight would the Presence carry? What reality would the Eyes see? What people would the Hands serve? What words would the Mouth speak? Really ,what do you think? I am a Christian because when I see Jesus I see God living as a human, if I really want to put a face to the name or a name to the face of God, for me it’s him J

I think if we allow it to, his life does not just resonate through history books, it resonates through to the very core of our being, reminding us what it is to be human, reminding us what it is to be Divine. It is said that he did not die, or indeed that death could not hold Him. Such is the power of such a life. Uncontainable.

We do not have Instagram pics of JC, we do not know what his face looked like, if he was hot or not, though he would probably be on trend currently with that bearded hipster look. There were no selfie sticks in Palestine those days. But we do have some scrabbled together records, words, stories of  lifes changed. Think what you will, but the echo of this life is still sounding and, if you finger through some of those precious pages and let your soul read his teachings, you may find yourself staring into the face of God.

Facetime#5 - Fascination

‘Attraction held attentively by a unique power, personal charm or unusual nature’

The interesting thing about the definitions of fascination I have found is they all seem to allude to some kind of magical or magnetic quality: the inexplicable pull of curiosity towards something different, exciting. Wonder.

In Swansea where I went to University there is an observatory tower, with the phrase engraved ‘lost are those who are unamazed’. It’s true, when life looses that allure, the vav goes out with the vum and all is lost in dullened drudgery. Then something amazing comes along, a spark that shakes us out of the hum drum and leads us back into wonder.

I think it’s fair to say that ironically, in this modern world of so much stimulus, it is becoming increasingly difficult to genuinely experience this spark. There is a sense of ‘we have seen it all before’ and we echo with the writer of Ecclesiastes ‘there is nothing new under the sun’ and ‘meaningless meaningless everything is meaningless’.

However there are still some things that light the fire of fascination, however sophisticated we become, and funnily enough they are often quite simple. Spending time with children, for example, opens our eyes again to the joy of discovery and imagination, or of course, the classic, falling in love. These experiences have the incredible quality of feeling totally unique to the beholder whilst in fact being relatively common. We are lost for a moment in wonder and it’s a gift, we see the world in a different light. The romance of life.

Romance is everywhere I think. Falling in love just helps us to find it and share it. A sunset, a corn field a starlit night. Who was the set designer for this theatre of life? Beauty raises its voice. Could there be someone else trying to romance us from behind the scenes?

It is clear to me that the fascination that causes us to look into a lover’s eyes or stare at a baby’s face has something to do with an appreciation of beauty and then the exciting possibility of mutual discovery. The face becomes a door to an endless universe of mysteries to be uncovered.

These days the natural world is oft the subject of scientific explanation or the object of exploitation, whilst talk of the supernatural frequently invites scepticism … but what about fascination? What if we were to look upon it again as if it were the face of a Lover, a doorway to the Limitless Divine Soul? To touch gently its skin like a fragile treasure. To adore its contours, to wonder at what lies behind its veil, to afford it our still gaze and in the gazing, invite it to speak.

Facetime#4 - Light

‘If God had a face, what would it look like? And would you want to see, if seeing meant that you would have to believe?’ Joan Osbourne

So what would it be like to approach the face of God? In my idea and experience of God we are talking about the Entity who knows all and sees all. Therefore to approach God is to approach all truth and that includes the truth about ourselves. Our truth exposed before a glimmering light. No hiding or pretending. Are we willing to let the eyes of truth search us? Will they be kind?

This is where some of us start to shy away from the idea of interaction with a ‘God’. We imagine a fussy old man with a stick come to poke and prod and point out our nasty bits. We then get cross, thinking of God as mean and petty, detached from our suffering and possibly an agent of it, deserving of a good old poke back! It’s strange, but people rarely think that God might actually like them, it’s more common to expect general disapproval and tutting.

Light comes not to condemn darkness but to unravel it, to make it light. The face of God is light. We cannot persuade it with false pretences, or impress it with our achievements, we have only to be in it and to bathe. An encounter like this is powerful and can bring things up to the surface; an awareness of our inadequacies, an urge to say sorry, an unhealed wound … and that is OK, it’s part of our divine unravelling. My experience of this, thankfully, is that in the face of God, our truth is met with love.

Why do we look at people’s faces when they speak to us? I think it is in order to read and understand their feeling and disposition towards us. We may acquire much knowledge and theory about God but if we do not seek the face we will not discover the heart which sees us and loves us.

It’s not surprising that the human experience of being known and loved is so satisfying, I believe it’s truly a heavenly experience. In the face of the one who loves us or in the face of the one we love, we see God.

Facetime#3 - Connecting

In my previous post I suggested that the ability to relate is, for me, one of the wonders of the universe. It might also be one of the fundamental factors that holds it together. We are all caught up in it, in the maths of it, the music of it.

When I read that we are made in the ‘image of God’, I wonder what that means. In what way could we be like the Creator? Could it be in this manifest ability to relate? The metaphors in the scriptures continue as we are presented with a God who has no eyes but can see, no ears but can hear, no mouth but can speak, no hands but can act. Do we carry the physical attributes of an unseen relational world? In this sense we could all be fitted with the same chip.

 So can God get personal?

I have entitled this series ‘Facetime’ . The train of thought was inspired by observing our own human desire to have face to face contact with others and out of a curiosity as to why and how we are encouraged in the scripture to seek the face of God. Such is our need for contatct and communication that a huge amount of modern technology is based on it, including the application, Facetime, for Apple. In order to use this application, the person you are sharing with needs to have the same operating system on their devise. I guess I am wondering if that’s partly what it means to be ‘made in the image of God’. Somewhere built into us, is an ability to connect to Our Divine Originator. For although we are different, we are not inaccesible to eachother.

To seek the face of God is to seek his Presence, though it is more than that. We are to understand that his Presence is everywhere. To seek his face is to make that connection. A moment of eye contact with the divine. An internal knowing. A flash of inspiration. To meet with his Essence.

I spent a long time this holiday in the presence of family and loved ones: from the youngest member of my family who has smiles and tears and noises instead of words, to the eldest who is perhaps tiring of them, to others for whom conversation is abundant. To be in their presence is blessing enough, but for our eyes to meet across the room, in acknowledgement, a laugh, a smile or a tear, that is surely is what makes us feel truly alive. 

Facetime#2 - Knowing

I’d hazard the suggestion that the word ‘God’ is not hugely popular these days. Maybe with good reason, He’s got a bad rep from all the horrors and general faux pas done in His Name. Perhaps for a further reason … it all seems too specific, and look, I am already at it. How do I write about God? Do I call him a He or a She, an It? Do I use CAPITAL LETTERS? ‘inverted commas’… I am tripping over grammar, limited by words. It’s all too cheap and easy. Surely if God exists, we are talking about something too mysterious, too elusive to describe.

Yes. But.

The curious and at times dangerous golden thread of the bible and Christian thought is that there is a knowability about that Great Underpinning Entity of Existence. So I return to faces.

References to seeking the Name and the Face of God are metaphors that abound in the bible and do I believe, point to something important. That is, the Presence of the one we seek can be recognised, acknowledged and felt. Just like a face. So, in what way do we think we can know people?

Before we even start talking about God and the meaning of the universe, isn’t it amazing, the simple fact of being able to get to know and understand others? This is an incredible shared experience and, at the same time an ongoing process, that involves all sorts of brain gymnastics and sixth senses that we are largely unaware of. Beautiful. Natural. THE ABILITY TO RELATE.

Although we are different, we are not inaccessible to one another. We cannot claim to know or understand everything about each other, or even ourselves, but it is enough to start making sense of our experience. TO KNOW SOMEONE IS NOT TO OWN THEM, because it is not a completed process but a shared one. Facebook may own some facts about my existence but they don’t know me, they have not entered into the relationship.

This could be where we go wrong in religious circles. Bad religion claims ownership rights over God, GOOD RELIGION HELPS US ENTER INTO KNOWING. Which I am going to suggest, is not such an outlandish quest, if we could for a moment consider the idea that the Great I Am of the Universe is not entirely unlike us. If all things in the Universe are in some kind of relationship and come from somewhere that gives that meaning, perhaps it’s not impossible to know that unifying meaning, to have a built-in ability to recognise it and relate.

Psalm 27 ‘My heart says of you “seek your face!” Your face Oh Lord I will seek.’

Facetime

What happens when we look at someone's face? What about the face of someone we love? Why is it that lovers can spend hours staring into eachothers eyes? And what is it about babies faces that are so fascinating?
This summer I have had the fun experience of spending time with my 6 monther baby niece Ava and I felt like I could merrily look at her face for hours. On various occassions the poor girl had a whole group of fans staring at her whilst she elegantly stuffed avocado into her face.
Looking with love on the ones you love is an experience that fills the soul ... which has lead me to think ... what does it mean when the invisible incomprehensible God asks us to seek his face??

I leave you with this beautiful face ... Further thoughts to follow...